I've finally moved some of this kark.. I guess this means I'm into it whether I like it or not. Not that I intended to break my deal, of course. I don't know. I suppose it just seems so much more real now- like what I mentioned way back when with regards to piracy. I wonder if, to some of the others, piracy... theft... violence... kriff like that... is as detestable to them as spice is to me. Thinking of it that way, I can almost understand their misgivings.
Of course, "Ace Falcon" has no such reservations. Maybe it's because he's dipped into the spice himself, wheras I've never touched anything stronger than Gabaki, that we draw the line in different places. Or maybe he's right. Spicers will get their fix with or without our profiting off it, after all. When I stop thinking of what will happen to the spicers if I do take advantage of the situation, and start thinking of what will happen to those innocent workers and their families if I don't...
Let's face it... the money is good. I've never held so many credits in my hands at once as I did after making my rounds tonight. I know they're going to help a lot, when they get sent where they're going, regardless of where they came from.
Is this just an extention of my purpose- to do what others will not to serve a greater good in the end?
...or have I finally crossed the line?
In time, I'm sure, I'll find out. I only hope that by that time it's not too late.
*END*
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Of course, "Ace Falcon" has no such reservations. Maybe it's because he's dipped into the spice himself, wheras I've never touched anything stronger than Gabaki, that we draw the line in different places. Or maybe he's right. Spicers will get their fix with or without our profiting off it, after all. When I stop thinking of what will happen to the spicers if I do take advantage of the situation, and start thinking of what will happen to those innocent workers and their families if I don't...
Let's face it... the money is good. I've never held so many credits in my hands at once as I did after making my rounds tonight. I know they're going to help a lot, when they get sent where they're going, regardless of where they came from.
Is this just an extention of my purpose- to do what others will not to serve a greater good in the end?
...or have I finally crossed the line?
In time, I'm sure, I'll find out. I only hope that by that time it's not too late.
*END*
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