I can't believe I swamped The Flying Karma... I mean I can. It happened. Just.. egh. It's one o' those cherry-on-top deals. It all just piles up.
Stlian is in trouble. His brother's after him. Worried about what he might do. I doubt blackmailing Falcun will go terribly far, but it's buying us some time. I don't like being at odds with a man who's saved my life, but when it comes down to it, my loyalties lie with Stlian above him. If it does come to that... well I hope it won't. For now, I've informed Stlian of the situation, and we've discussed a few.. options. The path we're taking now- rest. Wait. Sort things out, and then act. At first he was furious... but he's scince settled into thinking things over, and resting his head for now.
Keren is in trouble. That Xanthya woman wants him. She broke his heart before, and I don't know, but I think he still loves her. I don't trust her. Love is strong, and precious, and should be respected. Not thrown away or strung along.... and most certainly not teased. I admit I don't know her. I only know how Keren feels about her. I only know the joy her love gave him... the fear he had of losing her... the devistation he felt after she was gone. Now, just when he is moving on, she is swooping back into his life like the second act of some fucked up Rodian Ballet. I like Keren, but bless his soul, he's a sucker. There are many ways in which this could not end well.
Respar may or may not be in trouble. He's flirting with it. Retired my patook. Ha! Need to send him some updated coordinates to some places where we can meet and talk shop. I'm no Caelorn, but I'm capable. Whatever guidance his master gave him may be coupled with the knowledge I can give him. I fear I may upset his balance, but then, how else will he grow? ...and clearly he wants and needs to grow. I trust he will use his better judgement, and remember Caelorn's teachings, to keep his sense of balance intact.
I am in trouble. Or going to be. Keren brought me my Alliance File. They withheld so much information from me... They knew of my mother. They knew of Sain and S.O.D. They knew where I was born. Exactly where? It didn't say... but somehow I was born on Corellia. My parents were Alderaanian... weren't they? As I was reading, both were speaking to me.. I must ask later what they were saying.. but my mind was focused on something else. Betrayal. Confirmed suspicions. New information I didn't dare think of. Finally.. realizing just what I am to the alliance. There are several things that seperate us from them. This was.. wrong... and left unchecked it will fade into obscurity. I do not plan to let that happen.
*END*
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Stlian is in trouble. His brother's after him. Worried about what he might do. I doubt blackmailing Falcun will go terribly far, but it's buying us some time. I don't like being at odds with a man who's saved my life, but when it comes down to it, my loyalties lie with Stlian above him. If it does come to that... well I hope it won't. For now, I've informed Stlian of the situation, and we've discussed a few.. options. The path we're taking now- rest. Wait. Sort things out, and then act. At first he was furious... but he's scince settled into thinking things over, and resting his head for now.
Keren is in trouble. That Xanthya woman wants him. She broke his heart before, and I don't know, but I think he still loves her. I don't trust her. Love is strong, and precious, and should be respected. Not thrown away or strung along.... and most certainly not teased. I admit I don't know her. I only know how Keren feels about her. I only know the joy her love gave him... the fear he had of losing her... the devistation he felt after she was gone. Now, just when he is moving on, she is swooping back into his life like the second act of some fucked up Rodian Ballet. I like Keren, but bless his soul, he's a sucker. There are many ways in which this could not end well.
Respar may or may not be in trouble. He's flirting with it. Retired my patook. Ha! Need to send him some updated coordinates to some places where we can meet and talk shop. I'm no Caelorn, but I'm capable. Whatever guidance his master gave him may be coupled with the knowledge I can give him. I fear I may upset his balance, but then, how else will he grow? ...and clearly he wants and needs to grow. I trust he will use his better judgement, and remember Caelorn's teachings, to keep his sense of balance intact.
I am in trouble. Or going to be. Keren brought me my Alliance File. They withheld so much information from me... They knew of my mother. They knew of Sain and S.O.D. They knew where I was born. Exactly where? It didn't say... but somehow I was born on Corellia. My parents were Alderaanian... weren't they? As I was reading, both were speaking to me.. I must ask later what they were saying.. but my mind was focused on something else. Betrayal. Confirmed suspicions. New information I didn't dare think of. Finally.. realizing just what I am to the alliance. There are several things that seperate us from them. This was.. wrong... and left unchecked it will fade into obscurity. I do not plan to let that happen.
*END*
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